kick kick

Man I tell you what, pregnancy is a crazy thing! It is so funny to me to feel Anissa move and kick me. I love it bc other than that I don’t really feel pregnant. Yeah I sure do look it but I just feel fat and not really pregnant right now. A lot of times I totally forget that I am pregnant all together. I mean I do get outta breath a lot and you would think that would be a huge reminder and the fact that I look and feel like Humpty Dumpty but other than that I keep forgetting that I am pregnant. The other day I was sitting on the couch and I passed out (I sure am ALWAYS tired) and then Anissa kicked me REAL hard and I woke right up and it scared me so bad and it hurt. Haha. Crazy! Guess she didn’t want me to sleep. Right now the worst part of the best month of pregnancy (I am over half way through my 5th month and it is the best bc I am not sick and not overly huge) is my acid reflex. Man I know this will sound gross but I cant sleep bc all I do at nite is throw up in my mouth. And I am so tired that I cant wake up and go throw up so I keep swallowing it all nite and just have crazy dreams that I am eating something disgusting! Yeah it is sick and it is SO uncomfortable. It feels like when I was at Tabor and I used (haha haha haha haha haha haha haha haha- Anissa must know I am talking about her bc she is doing summersaults in my stomach right now…..haha haha haha haha haha haha haha) to overeat after track practice and then try to work out again and I just had all of that food sitting in my throat bc it wouldn’t fit in my stomach. Haha. Man sorry that is gross. But now you know how I feel. So yeah pregnancy is a crazy thing! Boy do I wish our husbands could feel what we feel! If I was the one that made men I would have had them be able to experience all the pains, fatigue, the funny lil kicks (which soon will not be so funny I am sure bc she will be kicking my ribs), the nausea, constipation, being outta breath by walking, labor pains, being poked w all kinds of tests, emotions, swallowing horse pills (even though I refuse to), ect. But if men could experience that then our lives would be upside down bc then there would 2 emotionally unstable and in pain people in the house wining about the pain and no one to do the house work or to lean on for support. So I guess that is why God made men different. Hmmm……….. it all makes sense now. But I still wish every once in a while God would show our husbands a lil fragment of the pain!